Hello there Karma,
You're forever a double sided sword. This is why I love you. Please, be a little more gentle to me. I don't think I can take this forever.
I pretend to not let all these things bother me, and don't have the adequate words to express how I feel. I'm so stressed out lately. The two things I bought myself out of luxury have not helped ease my stress too much, only dig me deeper in this financial problem I face.
I'm stuck bouncing between two sides of a court, not knowing what to do with myself. I need a really long walk, and something to help ease the endless loneliness I feel.
Although I know the only way to ease the endless loneliness is to let go of what I use to distract myself from the loneliness. Once I come to terms with who I am by myself, then maybe I can make clearer decisions... Yes, I know I am not going into deep detail. Out of fear that maybe someone may actually read this and be offended. It's saddening that when you want to tell someone out of the honesty of your heart, it might hurt them, or equally as bad, their reaction may hurt you.
Love,
Mnemos.
Wednesday, March 16, 2011
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