Doppleganger

Year after year, we existed in a love-hate friendship. I've realized this. Not only do my best friends look like me in ways, but I have this complex with them where I can not get along with them after a while but then we make up, are good for a while, and repeat from step one. I have a feeling I can get close to this one person, but it would be stupid to let her know my secrets. It's stupid to let anyone know my secrets I've realized. Keep it on an intellectual or silly level, but do not talk to me of your problems and I need to learn to not talk to you of my serious problems. If my friendship with you were to become public, it in itself would create drama with almost everyone I know. Let's keep this as two similar minds with similar interests, but no gossiping will be allowed from this point forth in any friendship. I need to get rid of my sidekick seriously, because I was mentally healthier when I wasn't on aim and facebook all of the damn time- even at work. I found it isn't good to go ahead and have all of your friends meet and coerce with each other because then drama gets created and then there begins the needless debate on what exactly what was said, by who, what tone it was said in and trying to know the pre-post info on the statement. Nothing is really ever done and rarely has it been done in history where people came face to face to tell others what their honest thoughts were. Even if they do, they turn out rude. I'm tired, whatever. I hope to see my doppleganger soon.